面对黑暗、寂寞、失去、伤害,或是死亡的时候,我们为什麼会那麼害怕?但几次的恐惧经验,终於让我了解到,人之所以在那一刻如此脆弱,because we never know what's gonna happen next.
My eyes is seriously infected. It's seriously swollen till I could barely open it. It's seriously making me feel very very lethargic. I don't like anything and everything it's giving me. No, wait. Probably just one thing is making me happy about it.
... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... It gives me a free ride from Baby to his place tomorrow morning
Save my train fare, save my walkings. But still, Baby always giving me free rides lah! That big pig of mine actually thought of how pai sey would I feel if I were to wear a sunglasses in a train cabin throughout the whole journey.
I told him I think it's troublesome. But actually I'm laughing stealthily behind the screens. Because with my swollen eye, I seriously have no idea how am I gonna make my way up to his place. I'm like a one eyed jack now lor. Heh Heh Heh. He's gonna read this entry when he is home and I bet he'll have a good laugh. Ya, I like to act like I don't want. But actually I want! Hahaha.
Walao, this eye seriously giving me problems lor. I don't know how to survive until thursday man!
Swollen eye means, I should stop wearing my contacts for a period of time. Which means, I must totally rely on my spectacles if I don't want to be a partially blind person. And just nice, when I'm going to the wake this morning, my spectacles lenses fall off from the frames. I thought it could be fixed immediately. Then the optician told mummy that the sides of the lenses cracked so it lost the grip to the frames. It takes up to thursday before the new lenses arrive. I have had a spare spectacles at home but few weeks ago. The whole specs break into 2. Damn suey I tell you. I wish my eyes were perfect degree. No contact lenses=No infections. Even if got infections, I don't need a specs to aid my eye sight. Best of all, Mummy wouldn't have the chance to nag at how chor-lor am I when I handle my specs.
I'm actually blogging this entry upon my double visions without a specs.