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Tuesday, June 30

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FML, Take 5
I finally understand how it feels like, losing love. All the energy leaves you and everything in your life seems to lose all it's meaning. In my love, I gave my heart and soul. My mind overflows with memories of love, of all that we've shared, all that we knew. Moments of love were precious and few, yet I cherished them all more than anyone ever knew. All the heartaches gave me a breakthrough to escape from the misery. The hole love dug in my heart will slowly yet surely close up. I've done enough crying for love, I have my life infront of me although sometimes it feels like it can't carry on. Love has brought me lots of sorrow, left my heart roadkill. It's really time for me to move on.

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 2:57 PM

Monday, June 29

I Miss Lee.YL

Lunch @ Techview with Melvin, then bus down to Century. Catch the Transformers 2 : Revenge of the Fallen. I swear it's fucking nice! Rate it 5/5. I feel like watching it again. Hahaha. Megan Fox is damn hot. And oh yah, I love the way they transformed. How wish my Dad's white suzuki could tranform as well. Awww, that can never happen.

Then we both rushed down to Cheah's place. Today's lesson was pretty fun. I spent three quarter of the time laughing. Dad came over to pick me up, home sweet home @ 9pm.

FML, Take 4
Audrey dislike people with no originality. Maybe its just coindentally that same phrase same words is used ? Maybe I'm just being paranoiac ? Yet, it might be otherwise. Yes yes yes, FML once again in another entry. It seems like FML's entries is a everyday basis.
I. really. should. FuckMyLife.

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 11:42 PM

Your game, My pain

FML, Take 3
Why is ( fill in the blanks ) entering into my life once again when I'm still not over every single thing. Just a call from ( fill in the blanks ), just by hearing the voice. It reminds me nothing but my shattered dreams, hope, future ? All thanks to you, I feel like shit now. You're just playing around with feelings, to see how pathetic I could act without you. Yes, you're made from flesh and blood. You do miss the past. But that only happens when you're alone, when you have nothing left.

Yea, I'm sucha bitch. I wanted a chance between us yet I end up with a rejection. Thus, I posted all your bad deeds in one of my entries. Give yourself one tight slap back to reality. Miss my voice yet claims that I'm acting like a bitch. Beat that, i'm so gonna stab my voodoo now.

I went to IMM Daiso this evening and bought Sherbic. TianMu came to accompany, so we dine in @ Kopitiam. Yong and friends came afterawhile. We headed down to somewhere near Bukit Timah on GuoXin's truck. After done seeing their stuffs, nowhere to go. So they decided to send me home early. Hahaha, I'm home at bout 9plus. Yea, my mum was in a state of shock. But 'nyway, somehow I'm glad I reached home early.

Everyone is telling me bout Transformers, so I'm gonna catch it with Melvin tomorrow before tuition. lol

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 12:43 AM

Saturday, June 27

Just like before

FML, Take 2
Someone, just do me a favour. Slap me back to reality. I hate every single thing that is in my head now, especially ( fill in the blanks ). Irony and contradicting. The fact that I'm still all about ( fill in the blanks ) make myself feel crappy.

I hit Yong's crib once again this afternoon with the rest. Then dinner @ Zhu Lin and back to his place. TianMu walked me to the subway station, it was bout 11pm. Time passed fairly fast tonight, I thought the transportation was moving fast. But it seems like, it's still an hour journey when I time checked it. Xiaojie's returning tomorrow, can't wait to see if he had slim down.

Why's everybody complaining that I eat slowly ? Cookies and noodles. Yes, TianMu. Stop complaining. I'm eating relatively fast. LOL. ok, about food. I just realised my one-quarter leftover of flower biscuits this afternoon is still lying in my bag. Before the ants start invading, I shall go clean it up. Then lay on my sheets and start dreaming.

Goodnight humans, Adios.

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 11:45 PM

Friday, June 26

Billie Jean is not my lover

I'm not a Michael Jackson's big fan, but this is sad.

What moves through us is a silence, quiet sadness, a longing for one more day, one more word, one more touch, we may not understand why some left this mother earth so soon, or why they leave before we were ready to even say good-bye, but little by little, we begin to remember not just the dead, but about how the dead lived. And that their life gave us memories. A golden heart stopped beating, hardworking hands at rest

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Dramas

I've been spending my free-time on this 終極三國, very hilarious. It inspires me to know more about 三國演義 and urge me to have a game of Dynasty Warriors. Hahaha. Its a must watch!

FML, Take 1

Friends. Seriously, what's the point of even being in a friendship wrapped with lies. Yea, it might be like something fragile that needed bubble wraps to protect it from shattering. True friendship shouldn't even be that fragile. So what are friends for actually. For some emergency help when you needed them? Or, just someone whom you can pour everything to? I've got friends whom I place them in between the 2 possibilities. Like an idiot being fooled around with lies repeatedly. I excel best in being a pushover. All thanks to this " Friendship ", I feel like shit now.

Love. Simple yet complicated combination of 4 letters. Here I am, feeling bewildered with my life, baffled with my emotions, mystified bout my dreams. There you are, enjoying every second of l-i-f-e. If you've noticed, I just rolled my eyes about the word, life. It's not storming for me to comprehend that life is unfair. Welcoming a newborn life, brand new start. Yea, I'm pretty sure that I can picture how wide your smile is now. Somehow, I'm smiling too. Like some retards who got dejected. Holding on to photos and laugh, " aww, how stupid was I in the past ".. Then the tears start rolling. It's only a line between love and hate. I could prolly start stabbing a voodoo with your name tomorrow.

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 10:44 AM

Tuesday, June 23

No more lies

Melvin, Plaza Sing, Cathay, Kenneth WeiJie and company, Home

Cliques have been performing rather weak lately. Am not pin-pointing on specifics, but in general. Maybe I might be shooting myself as well. But still, very disappointing. Since there is a plan, why not just stick to it. Everytime, eveybody, one by one, last minute bail off. This haven't happened just once, twice or just this evening.

We are unlike how we was in the past any longer. Friends come and go, nothing lasts forever, just being randomabout this sentence.

P.S/ Dead tired. Adios, Human

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 11:37 PM

Monday, June 22

No more words

Audrey woke up at 9am. Then she fagged at home till bout 3pm. During this period of time in her nest, nothing else left to cook at home. Then she found this " creamy mushroom and onions instant 8 minutes pasta ". I swear it's damn damn damn not yummy at all, I ended up throwing three-quarter of it away. Don't be deceived by the looks and the smell of it. It looks and smells yummy to me at first.

Off to Tamp, meet up with the cliques.

Me and Melvin headed to Cheah's tuition so we parted with the rest. After the lesson, we headed to Bedok 85 meet up with the cliques again. Dinner, chilled awhile. I was too tired. Therefore, I head home first.

P.S/ God-dammit, my earpiece spoiled.

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 11:16 PM

Sunday, June 21

Goodnight

Dude, Audrey is dead beat. She's in the midst of closing her eyelids now.
Tampines with Dorothy, Bugis with Kenneth and friends.

I'm gonna hit my sheets now, bye humans.

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 11:38 PM

Saturday, June 20

Second Thoughts

Hello people. Time checked, 11.18am.

I can't fall back asleep after I received my tutor's call, telling me " Tuition Cancelled, I got something urgent to do . " Woooo, guess she can read my mind that I haven't had enough rest. Hahaha.

So I shall begin with my programme last night, I woke up at 5pm in the evening. And went to my Grandmother's house for dinner. Hit Yong's crib afterthat. Meet up with Monkey, Andy & Sarah. So all of us were on the way to Parklane. When this one mutharfucking cab driver came to cut our lane at CTE, slowed down and guessed what, we lost track of Yong's and Andy's. lol, then we ended up at Potong Pasir Subway Station. LOL Dammit, skip this part. Or I'll criticise that driver all over again.

Parklane, Blackshot. Caught The Taking Of Pelham 123. The storyline quite interesting, just that Yong keep on comparing it with his Transformer 2. He said there aren't any hot chicks there in the movie.

TianMu sent me home at 5am plus. He always send me home but he still don't know how to turn out to my area from East Coast. Unlike Audrey, she's sucha signboard genius. ( I bet when he see this sentence, then he'll say " 我以后不要载你了!! 载你还 kpkb. " )

Prolly blog after I wake up later, Adios humans!

I'M BACK, Time checked : 2.05am

So as usual, I went to reservoir and chilled out with the cliques. And home at about 11pm.

And oh yah. I suddenly thought of you. How I wish I could just get you off my head, I have the sudden urge to squash my brains. Yes, for the whole fucking 4 months, 4 days. Fuck you, YouCheng. You're an animal borned in human form. You're not supposed to be here on this mother earth. Just by thinking how stupidly I reacted in the past, I wish I could jolly well die off in my sleep later. 'nyway, I strongly believe in myself that one day, I have the strength to make your life an amazing one. Living Hell, best describes everything.

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 11:05 AM

Thursday, June 18

The GSS

I went out with Dorothy to Tampines Mall. And Mango having up to 50 percent sales, Cottons On nothing more than $10. How cheap man! I bought one long sleeved blouse from Cottons On thou. I know Singapore ain't snowing ok! The material is thin enough to not suffocate my skin from the extreme heat outside. And it's only worth $5. So why not ?! I prolly throw it away after wearing that twice without having second thoughts. Lol

Then that Dorothy, told me she's tired. So she went home to lie back on her sheets. Leaving me slowly train down to Mummy's office. Walked around awhile then we went home.

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It's not real human hair but well, from what I touch and feel .. LOL very natural. And guess what, just worth 30 Bucks. I bought the straight ones, thou the curls are not bad. but I think it would make me look older. And, it's freaking 80cm for god sake. So I shall be a hair stylist for tonight, gonna go figure out how to cut short it.

ADIOS

P.S/ so my black hair or my gold hair look nicer ? lol

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 11:44 PM

Wednesday, June 17

Sleepy mode

I slept at 1am last night and suddenly woke up at 3am. Then I felt so energetic that I start to watch video video and videos over the net. Until around 12 in the noon, when everybody is awake, I went down to Kovan and meet Yiling.

Say Hello to Audrey's black and Yiling's blonde hair.

Lunch over at Macs with her. Then we went separate ways. I hit Yong's place with TianMu and Monkey and co. Chilled awhile there, then went to have sort of early dinner downstairs. Hit back to his crib, while I had a short nap the others was like. First Blood~

Woke up at -I have no idea what time- LOL then we head down to Bugis meet up with Yong's friend. I swear that journey there was a thrilling one! Afterwhich we went down to East Coast Park for some sea breeze. Audrey became cinderalla again, home @ 12am sharp.

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 11:59 PM

Tuesday, June 16

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Audrey is kinda sleepy now -yawns-

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 8:35 PM

Monday, June 15

Everytime we touch

Audrey have been gluttony these few days. And she fall into the super gluttony category. She just kept on eating non-stop just because she's too bored in the night. But something magical is, her weight is still maintaining. HENG AH HENG AH.

So she didn't sleep last night, then she stayed up till morning. Too bored facing the television, she started working in the kitchen. Aglio Olio! Quite a big serving, definately more than PastaMania's. And she finish the whole plate.

Prepared @ 12 plus, then dilly dallied till about 1430pm. Then she make her way down to Jurong East IMM to meet TianMu. AUDREY SUPER LOVE DAISO ! It's like, singapore great sales everyday. Ok la, for most of the items only. Some ain't worth 2 bucks. Lunch at kopitiam, then someone keep complaining about me being budget about daiso and kopitiam. -.-" Afterwhich, we hit Yong's place once again. Chilled awhile there, then Xiaojie and Monkey came.

( i look damn fat in these photos, what an angle !? )

So we all bus down to Jurong Point, shopped around. Then bus back to some void deck near Yong's crib. Then, start polishing TianMu's bike. Like finally i did that today! STOP BUGGING ME. WAHAHAHAS, I'M FREED! Then Audrey went back home at 12 sharp, cinderalla. zzz

( This is Xiaojie, he's going to be enlisted tomorrow to tekong )

BIG BIG SAD FACE HOR!

I miss how my blood flowed that very night, I miss you cleaning up the mess for me with a bottle of chilled ice mountain, I miss you always found me with my stigs, I miss you puff my stigs away doubly each time,I miss you crushing the lighted ones away from my hands, I miss the sweaty you would come over to me for a cuddle, I miss you use to cling me with your arms on my shoulder, I miss seeing you outside the gate, I miss you sending me off for home, I miss you raising your voice at me, I miss you reprimanding me over the cellphone,I miss you telling me your principles, I miss how you use to pull me back and of course how you pushed me away for the first time. No, not only the first. I think I miss everypart of memories that belongs to you , P.

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 11:54 PM

Sunday, June 14

The sound track, reminds me of you

( Captions : yesterday's photos )

Audrey stayed home today and be mummy's good girl. I accompanied her for hong kong dramas infront of the televsion today until 12 noon. And I fell asleep. lol Woke up late at night for dinner, mummy bought me wareong penyet. Then I start to fag infront of the television. -.-"

Time check, 0343am

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P.S/ All the bad moments we have been through, how much I dislike you at times. All along those 2 years, I think I'm all about you, porky.

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 11:21 PM

Saturday, June 13

The climb starts now

It's been long time since I met up with the cliques. For the most impotant reason was her presence at the Macs this evening, I felt so blessed. I shall describe it as cupid struck. Yes my dear, you're my perfect little one. You made this evening a different one for me.

I shan't care about those pairs of coloured eyes that looked at us differently. What matters most is you, my one and only love. We have known each other for just simply 2 years but somehow the feeling stays strong. It seems like a decade. LYL, I shall love you with all my heart. We have came this far, to the point of no return. Tormenting days with guys are over, we shall welcome our brand new start, brand new love with open arms. Thou some said there wouldn't be a happy ending with such relationship of ours. Nevertheless, rest assure my dear. We'll climb the highest mountain together, and our heart stays connected forever.

This post is entirely yours, baby.
I love you LeeYiLing.