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Saturday, May 30

Wakeless

Tampines with Yiling for her lunch @ the foodcourt. Then down to Coffee Bean for her mugging session. So Audrey just sit there and rot until the rain came to save her. Walked around until goner Carrian wake up from his beauty sleep then somehow his friend picked me and Yiling up from Tamp and drove us to Elias Mall.

Dinner @ the coffeeshop, then fagged fagged and continue fagging. Accompanied Carrian for his macdonalds dinner then he accompanied me to the bus stop. Dammit, Audrey forgotten what bus she took! Doesn't matters anyway, I just landed up at White Sands. The plan was to bus 15 back home, yet last minute decided to bus 88 up to Hougang instead. Met Daryl, fagged fagged fagged then Mummy came to fetch me home.

I feel so, messed up. I've been reading my previous entries right from December last year. I'm still struggling through this..

P.S/ Yiling's bite is suicidal, I have bruises on my arms.

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 11:37 PM

Friday, May 29

Monsters Vs Aliens

Just the movie title alone reminds me of Miss Lee Yi Ling. lol

I slept at around 12 noon and woke up at 6pm plus today. Off to meet up with Melvin @ Ehub for Monster vs Aliens. Friday night, just the two of us, how lonely. -.-" I wonder where were the rest of the cliques ? lol

We saw Yiling at Ehub after her movie then we went dine in @ PastaMania. While Melvin and I ditch her with her friend, we went for our Monsters vs Aliens. The show wasn't that much interesting but well, Melvin seems to be enjoying every second of it. LOL.

bus 12 back to Katong, while we walked down to East Coast Macdonalds and I had my so called " supper " ? lol. Home sweet home at 1 plus.

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 11:54 PM

Thursday, May 28

Dubious

Jurong Point with Tian Mu, Ah Yong and Xiaojie this evening, then to Yong's house for PS2 Wrestling match. BIG BIG LAUGHS, I keep losing man. Yong's controller all lag one. Hahahas!

Changi Village for Nasi Lemak with GuoXing's lorry. And he drove to OCH. Ta ma de, I don't even dare open my eyes la. Then to some place to see aeroplane fly. -.-" LOL. Home sweet home @ around 2 plus.

To those who tagged me regarding my previous post,
Yes yes, thanks for all the concern. I came to know something even more about him today. Some flirtatious bastard as well. Bomb like a canon rocket. Yes, he is so not worth and I'm bloody moving on after 2 months of living hell. You miss me? Miss the days ? Or you missed her even more ? lol, fuck yourself with your lies and well written script. You said you were disappointed about your friends and me. You said that we said things behind your back. Get this damn right clear, those things we said were the truth, it wasn't anything got to do with bad mouthing. What you're doing behind us is then called bad mouthing, you don't know the truth, don't let your imaginations run wild and assume all the nonsensical stuff. Your karma will come soon, and I'll be waiting for it.

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 11:33 PM

Wednesday, May 27

Memory lane vs derisory

I'm not quite sure where to begin. This past 2 months has been a mess for the both of us. I have had 10 million things running through my mind. I closed my eyes and let my thoughts of you flow, we haven't knew each other for a very long period, you already had me totally and completely to yourself. I didn't even thought of being with anyone else.

As time goes by, all the endless arguments seems to slowly cover up all our promises to this "love". 8th December, you told me once about not wanting me to scold vulgarities if we get into an argument because you don't want to use it on me. Are you laughing at your lie ? Yes, I'm. All your " fuckers", "bitch". Oh ya, one of the most classic one "I feel like throwing my friend's laksa over your face".

What was that quarrel about ? Let me see. Its about me over at bedok reservoir gambling with my friends during chinese new year. Somehow you said you were coming over to my place to pay a visit to my mum since your brother-in-law have the transport. Somehow you heard some boy's voices over the background, then you went bonkers. Then you told me " I don't have the mood to go anymore " . You don't have the mood at all right from the start, you sent me a message regarding if you come up to my place, your family and friends have to wait downstairs. If you're sincere enough, you need not wait until your brother-in-law have the transport, if you're sincere enough, you jolly well should have even took a bus down. Yes, east and west. Come to think of it, singapore how big. Yes, days later you said you were coming. But that mindset goes off after i ask you few questions. lol.

The first time we argued over the cellphone and I apologised. You said " don't say sorry, I don't like my girlf to say sorry. Even if someone is in the wrong, also is i say sorry. " Now I realised, you bomb like a canon rocket.

When I was out with my girls to Bugis, I asked for your permission because your friend, Sam would be there. When I was at the reservoir, me and my girls didn't even knew that JiaJian they all going. You also called Sam and he said he was alone, so you told me he was alone. Somehow Sam called back and said Jiajian they all going with him. But some stupid part of your brains wanted to beat around the bush and put me to a test. You said your message were already hinting me that Jiajian and friends would be there. Let me recall, the message says " becareful, anything call me " I told you nothing would happen. Then you replied " Sam won't, but his friends maybe will " I've got 3 girls with me over that evening, they saw your messages and none of them said your message was least hinting me about them. So you started your nonsense, saying " i don't need such girl like you. there's still many girls out there. Seriously, you're nothing to me now. No matter how pretty girlf i also can ditch. " You made me cried on the spot.

Photos in my phone, right before when I was together with you. It had always been in my cellphone all the long. One fine day, some psychotic attitude of yours told me to delete it. Get some senses into your head, it was in my phone so long ago. And you've seen it few times before. First time you saw it, you didn't said a single thing, second time you saw it, you just scroll away. Then after so many times, you tell me you were unhappy about it. How psychotic can you be ? Then somehow, I got chased out of the house by you. And somehow you came downstairs to pull me back. -.-"

You said you wanted to eat KFC, so I purposely bought KFC from Parkway. Then realised I left something at home, so i rush home to take it. Then started to make my way down to your house. Then you accused me of going to meet other people because I took a very long time to reach your place. I tried to explain how long the queue was, how i left something at home and went back to take it. West side no KFC ? I from east side carry one bag of fucking Kentucky and train down to your place end up I got such fucked up attitude and being accused.

3rd April, a friday. After my evening tuition about 9pm when I was going out to get dinner. You called and ask me to go over to your place. I told you very late already by the time i eat and get ready. Then you send a message saying " nvm " One word replies, which idiot don't know you're angry. So I ask you " you meaning i tonight dont go over tmr i dont need go find you huh? " And you mother fucking replied " Yeah " So, I had a fast dinner fast prepare, then you text to say its ok, nvm. saying don't need come, tmr then come. For one moment you tell me come, for one moment you tell me dont come. I don't understand what the fuck you want. It's like, you happy you call me now come, your PMS over, you tell me nvm. What the hell you treat me as.

10th April, I purposely cancel my tuition cause Channel U is showing " alone " so i wanted to watch it with you. Then you were mad about the argument the day before. You said you were angry, you didn't reply my messages and you fucking hell said you don't love me anymore. I begged you, saying what you want me to do then everything can be back to normal. Still remember your 3 conditions,

1. " I can message girls, you can't message boys "
2. " I can go out with girls, be it group or one to one, you don't kpkb "
3. " I one week meet you one weekends only, sometimes weekends i go out with other people you cannot stop me, cannot interfere, cannot say u want meet me "

Absurd, yet I agreed to all.

Yes, this is all that you gave me during that 4 months 4 days. Don't need scared me say behind your back, it's the truth. I'm revealing all to everybody. You just start contacting me because you feel like it. You thinking making me feel that you're a good person seems fun. Pull me, let go, pull me, let go. Fuck you and your love.

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 4:29 AM

Saturday, May 23

Night at the Museum 2

I had my Mathematics tuition this morning and stayed all the way at home until late evening. And Audrey is so not going to spend her weekends being homely! So, Jurong meet up with Tian Mu, Pool at Parklane. At last, Movie @ Plaza Sing. Then, Home sweet Home.

You change your mind like girls changes clothes. You PMS like a bitch. And you overthink and always speak cryptically. I should know long ago that you're not good for me. I should know that you're not gonna change. You thought I would be strong enough to make it through. And I thought if I could hold you one more time like in those days when you were mine.

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 4:20 AM

Friday, May 22

Untitled

Supposingly, tonight's outing for the cliques were to town. But somehow around evening time, half of the group bail out. -.-" so, Melvin and JunLe came over to my place first then off to JunLe's place to wait for him get change. Off to Marina Square to meet up with Yiling and DunPing. Dine in at Macdonalds, wanted to catch a movie. But too bad, slots were all unsuitable. So the rest went gaming @ the arcade while me and Melvin went shopping around.

Home Sweet Home @ 11.30pm, off to my Sims 3 now yo!
Anybody there? I wanna watch Night at the Museum 2. Hahahahaha

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 11:57 PM

Wednesday, May 20

Unveiled

I caught " Uninvited " over at the cinema this afternoon with the Cliques, bloody nice show.
Overall for today, tampines>>parkway>>lavender>>bugis>>home.

Anyway, Nic is another fucked up lover.
You can never have both in the world dude! Cheers for your high standards of dramatic skills. After your dreams you found out that all you ever needed was me? Your heart feels that I'm just the one for you? Was is just me, or us? Think back, reading through all the texts. Well written script but too bad, game over dude.

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 11:54 PM

Tuesday, May 19

Hi Humans

I went mugging with Cassandra @ Reservoir Macs this afternoon
Dorothy came >> To Bedok Inter with Shanzi, Alex and co.>> Home

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 11:27 PM

Monday, May 18

Trust vs Love?

I'm fucking missing (fill in the blanks) to the max, but well. Pointless.

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 11:08 PM

Sunday, May 17

Screw this blog

http://idontneeda-man.blogspot.com/

I just find this two girls psychotic, if they feel lusty and have sexual desires. Fucking keep it to themselves! There's no need to share with people all your dirty little secrets la, just do it behind your fucking doors.

And yes, I'm doing personal attacks because someone used my name, with my blog address and fucking tagged at the " CUM BOX " if there's any guys availiable. And F those bastards/bitches who made me having anonymous people coming on the messenger telling me " Hey, i added you from idontneedaman.blogspot " SCREW YOU GUYS TO THE MAX.

By doing this tells me that you guys are just DESPERATE. Like hello, must you add me on the messenger just because someone jolly well used my name to tag if there's any guys availiable? Yes, I may look and dress bitchyly BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN I'M OUT LOOKING FOR SOME GIGS.

Those who linked to my blog from that FUCKED UP LUSTY BLOG MENTIONED ABOVED. Don't ever ever ever try to add me on my messenger. If you're feeling horny just jolly well F the wall.

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 11:51 PM

Saturday, May 16

Town Town Town

I've been popping my face in town for consecutive 2 days, on a weekend somemore. People Mountain People Sea. -.-"

Anyway, I supposed to meet Key around his place before 11. So when I'm so prepared to walk to the bus stop. He called and ask me not to move. For the first time in my 17 years, I'm holding on to Newspaper, waiting outside the library door like a retard.

FOR WHAT ?!

Just to wait for the library to open doors at 10am. BIG BIG BIG SNORES. And guess what, Key reached in like 1 hours and 30 minutes later.

Lunch @ Wareong Penyet, then we bused down to Bugis. Caught Angels & Demons at the FilmGarade located at the new shopping mall beside street. The show is nice though. I got thoughts of getting the book. Well, Yiling and Jaron came afterwards. Then somehow, me and Yiling left them for some shoppings.

Then, somehow in the end.
Yiling went off to bedok, while Key accompany me back home. SMILESSSSSS [:

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 11:34 PM

Friday, May 15

LAUGH OUT LOUD

( Don't laugh, Don't laugh. I know it's funny. )

Anyway, I went town today with Cassandra.
Tangs, Isetan Scotts, Wisma, Far East then trained down to Bugis.

P.S/ I can't wait for tomorrow with my key.

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 10:31 PM

Wednesday, May 13

Toolittle too late

I woke up damn early this morning, supposed to be meeting Yiling @ TP. Then supposed to hit her place. Lol, we ended up spending the day at Safra. Billiard and Left 4 Dead, together with her Polytechnic friends.

Reached home at about 7 plus in the evening.

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 10:54 PM

Tuesday, May 12

Love, Key

I Miss You very very much

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 11:52 PM

Sunday, May 10

Happy Mother's Day

You weren't home to celebrate. But well, you know I love you many many yo!
WORLD BEST MUMMY, lovechuzxzxzxz

Audrey suddenly miss her long fringe, ARGHS!

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 11:28 PM

Saturday, May 9

What's with him ?

I woke up at 3plus this afternoon, begin rotting until about 5pm. Took a long bus ride down to the west and meet up with Tian Mu. Dinner together over at the market then started chilling around. Well, something happen thou. Thats making me guilty at the same time, feeling abit wrong. lol.

East Coast Park lagoon over with Jaron and friends. Hit ZhengYang's place afterthat, so I lost like 4 bucks to Denz and Jaron over few rounds of black jack. Fuck, I can probably save it up for something useful. lol. Anyway, I got a free back massage for Jaron and so, his skills sucks.

Home sweet home @ around 3am, and cool. My mum haven't had the chance to nag cause she's like sleeping soundly. Hmmm, mother's day tomorrow, celebration ? lol

P.S/ I probably should get use to not even mentioning about you in my entries. I have complete no idea why I don't even feel a thing after knowing that you deleted me from tagged. But I think this should be normal. Everything seems fated to be, I just misplaced our lighter. Probably over at ZhengYang's place? I don't know. If it were me in the past, I would have still been crying over the lost. Yet, I don't even feel least frantic over the issue. Is this what you wished for , for me to feel completely out of love with you?

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 11:52 PM

Friday, May 8

It's supposed to be the 5th ♥

( Lonely bus ride home last night after the movie and I thought of you. )
It was supposingly our 5th..

Anyway, I wokeup at 1pm. Prepare myself then off to Roxy Square to meet Nic. Accompany him go cut hair, lol. Shall not talk about it anymore.. Lunch @ Paryway Parade's Banquet then chill awhile at Macdonalds with Jaron and friends. Tuition later on at 7pm, so Nic walk me back.

I feel like going out later..

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 6:13 PM

Thursday, May 7

Taken

Temasek Poly to meet up with Melvin and Yiling, Ang Dun Ping. Then travelled to Tampines Mall. Pasta Mania for dinner, then chilled out at the open plaza. Lovell and Ying Chuan arrived then movie @ 9.30pm.

I swear Taken is so fucking nice!

P.S/ I hope ( fill in the blanks ) knows that I'm sorry and I didn't mean it

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 11:23 PM

Wednesday, May 6

24 days later

( Just last night, I shed tears for you once again.. )

I woke up @ 12 plus this afternoon, waited for Yiling to come over to my place after her school. Gossip awhile and went downstairs Polyclinic waited for Nic. Then accompanied him.

something happened during the interval, yeah. So in conclusion, Yiling with the rest were @ Grandlink L4D-ing . While Nic and me were katong laksa-ing. Oh, and Jaron bought a keychain from Genting for me. Glad that he didn't forget.

Home early today [:

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 11:51 PM

Tuesday, May 5

Starbucks vs Coffee bean

Tampines this evening with Yiling, Melvin, Dunping, Nicol and Seyen. Been hanging out at Coffee bean lately yo! Hahaha, nice ambience.

Anyway, I saw Shan Zi at Tampines. Chill with him for awhile then off to Tampines1's cold storage. Shopped awhile there before i make my way home at around 10.30pm.

is it true that you've given up ?

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 11:52 PM

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