Dedicated to him,
Actually all along, we haven't been moving on. We're both at faults. I can sense that you're doing things to make me retreat and give up myself willingly. I caught your hint. You always wanted to be free, now you're already. What's your plan next ? We loved the correct person, just that we loved at a wrong timing.
Will you still feel cramp while sleeping at night, next to me ? Will I feel squeezed ? Will I still get hit in the middle of the night cluelessly ? Will I wake up to check whether your head is on the pillow ? Will you feel lonely during weekends ? Will your phone feel empty without my messages ? Will you miss my voice shouting at you ? Will you miss the image of me crying ? It's morning now, will I still get angry when I wake up seeing you on the bed while I'm being abandoned on the mattress ?
After we lost each other's presence forever, in the end, it's those small things you remember, little imperfections. That make everything perfect for us. Beautifully imperfect 4 months.
POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 7:02 AM
