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Thursday, April 30

<3 ILYC

If only you could see the tears in the world you left behind. If only you could heal my heart just one more time. Even when I close my eyes, there's an image of your face. And once again I come to realise, you're a loss I can't replace. In my heart you were the only, your memory live on. I would give my life away, if it could only be the same. Time will never change the things you told me. After all we're meant to be love will bring us back to you and me. If only you could see..

If I get to grow old, with many years behind me. There's only one thing I want, one thing I need beside me. For all that you are, for everything you do, for all that you've done. Just for showing me the truth ..

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 11:40 PM

Wednesday, April 29

Snores

sleep, wake up, computer,
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waroeng panyet with Jaron and Xiao Bai
Watch them play pool
Home sweet Home
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Car ride to Singapore Expo
Fetched Brother and his girl
supper @ 85 market for Sting Ray
Home sweet Home

( B-O-R-I-N-G )

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 11:59 PM

Tuesday, April 28

No point anymore

out of home at around afternoon and went down to College East for lunch with Dorothy and Eugene. Then to Tampines with Dorothy, walked around..

Eugene came over to find us after his lessons, so we 3 waited for Yiling to come. Then dorothy and Eugene went off first. So me and Yiling waited for Nic to come. Then we 3 went off to food court for dinner while waiting for Jaron. LOLOLOLOL

I supposed to be going home straight, but Jaron and Nic heading towards Parkway Macdonald with Xiao Bai and Siewting. So, I stayed for the mac dinner. Then, Nic walked me home :]

P.S/ Am i wrong to scold you like this ?

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 11:43 PM

Monday, April 27

16 days ago

I'm almost over you

Reservoir Mac with ShaneyPants and Shanice while waiting for Dorothy in the morning, then Dorothy and me, went over to Sims Drive's Shun Li Industrial Park ? I wanted to get my pay, fucking weather, make us fucking pek cek. In the end still fucking no cheque take. -.-"

Cheah's tuition with Melvin, then went off to 85 Market for dinner.

Home sweet home at around 10.45pm.

P.S/ time has got away, it's taking back everything we thought we had.

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 11:12 PM

Sunday, April 26

Heavy Photography

Bugis yesterday afternoon with Dorothy. Headed down to Tampines meet up with different groups together with Yiling. Sebas, Zhen Ning, Eugene, Jaron, Nic ? lol

Dine in @ Han's, then to Nic's house void deck. Slack awhile before I went back to Interchange, met Sebas with Dorothy for a short while then cab home ey. lol.

Woke up late today at around 1pm, head down to Mac and met Kenneth, he is freakingly teaching me mathematics. LOLOLOLOLOL. Then met up with Dorothy and head down to Tampines Coffee Bean meet up with Zhen Ning , Zinc and co.

Home sweet home at around 8 ?
P.S/ i enjoyed today, only that part where i'm missing you..

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 10:17 PM

Friday, April 24

It ends tonight

I waited, could have waited even longer if you ask me to. I given both of us the chance to think and to turn back but you throw the chances away.

Enjoy your time outside, looking for a new " her ".. And don't ever look back and tell me that you missed me.

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 11:59 PM

Thursday, April 23

Tomorrow ?

Basically I went out to Macdonalds meeting Dorothy, yet I saw whole bunch of familiar faces. Melvin came, so we bus to Cheah's tuition.

Tampines Mall together with Yiling Dorothy and Eugene. Then Yiling went off, so we 3 spent like 24 bucks on some INCREDIBLE TALES kind of movie. It sucks, totally sucks to the max. I can't even remember the Movie name..

P.S/ have you thought about it, baby ?

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 11:07 PM

Wednesday, April 22

What's the point

Simei for lunch with Dorothy, then to Tamp One. Someone complain say tired want go home sleep. So I actually wanted to train down to Mummy's office. Yet somehow I was lazy..

So In the end, I took a long train ride to Pioneer station and all sides, HDB BLOCKS. -.-" train back to Tanjong Pagar, walk around at Amara Hotel then I went up to Mum's office for coffee. Both me and mummy went down to bugis, shopped until 9. I only bought one sandals, that's so sad. Heh heh!

P.S/ love, i saw your tagged comments and i think you won't even look back.. let's wait and see until Friday comes..

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 11:43 PM

Tuesday, April 21

Actually..

I bus to your house today, crossing the same old bridge, walking the same old jogging track, waiting at the same old seat at the same old void deck, pressing the same old lift button, taking the same old lift up to the same old level, walked down the same old stairs.

Just that I didn't stand outside the same old door and I didn't get to see the same old you, except for the same old hands ..

Then..

I walked down the same old stairs, walk the same old jogging track and waited at the same old bus stop, and took the same old 506 bus.

Just that the same old you didn't walk the same old jogging track with me, didn't waited at the same old bus stop with me and didn't same old kissed me goodbye..

( It was part of your birthday gift, but i guess it somehow lost it's way )

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 11:41 PM

What's with all this ?

I can't believe you're saying all this to me, all of the sudden, I feel even lost. Do you feel regret over all the decisions made ? So you knew that I was good all the while .. Then why, things end up like this ? You could have salvage the whole situation that night yet you didn't. You could have kept me waiting yet you didn't. You could have get everything back on track within this whole week yet you didn't. I can't always be the one saving it or waiting for it to be saved, do you comprehend ? You got the chance to do something about it yet you didn't. Yes, I appreciate what you said to me just moments ago. But what's the use now ? Why didn't you just treasured the time, treasured me and everything else ?

What's with all these, I have had 10 million things running through my mind.

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 5:27 AM

Sunday, April 19

You chose to stay silent

I thought you won't even spare a thought about it, things that happened one week ago. But the moment someone told me how you spent that night, I've regretted.. Yet if you were serious that you couldn't bear to let me go, why haven't you came back to me yet ? Sounds contradicting but maybe you feel that is best for us if we were to stay silent.

( 17 again last night at Ehub with Classmates )

Poly is starting tomorrow, all the best to all my friends new in poly [:

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 11:07 PM

Saturday, April 18

Tell me why

I haven't close my eyes for the past 2 days already, I just can't fall asleep. Because whenever I'm alone, I'll think of " us ". Everybody is brain-washing me to face the fact that we can't go back together. Yes, I know that too. But facing the fact and getting over you is a complete two different meaning. I know it's time for me to really buck up and get on with life like how I was before I met you. But it's difficult, it's really difficult.

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 10:13 AM

Friday, April 17

分开是一种解脱

I'm freaking suffering from insomnia. And my weight just keep on going down. I want to give up everything now, life sucks. My mom thinks i'm bonkers,lol.

Anyway, things ended everything is over. There's no need to pursue whether promised/break promises, lies/no lies, on purpose/not on purpose because if you do that, you make the word "love" sound even pathetic.

Yes, I'm not coping as well as how you are now. Because " letting go " isn't something you felt before. I'm going through a rough patch yet I believe time will heal all wounds. I'm not trying to win your sympathy, you given me enough of that . I don't need it anymore..

Just live your life happily and I'll be happy [:
I still miss you.

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 7:09 AM

Tuesday, April 14

As the song started playing

I hate tuitions suddenly.

I was in the bus today. Quiet and alone, on my way back home. Plugged in my earpiece and switch the playlist to a shuffled mode. Coincidentally it hit 一路向北. (-) told me it was his favourite.. I feel lost, stucked. I'm clueless about what am I going to do next. I know I shouldn't be hoping for anything else already, so.. Just move on ?

( someone took tons of photo's' in my room. so she's gonna pay me )

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 11:28 PM

Monday, April 13

爱你还是恨你?

眼泪都已不够, 我说再见却还舍不得走. 还给你想要的自由可是那些甜言蜜语还在耳边停留. 别再互相折磨, 我想还是保持沉默. 有一天我想起你脸, 我不想念说不想念, 没有勇气再回头.

我以为泪水都流乾, 以为从此不再有遗憾. 不要为你夜夜泪水洗脸, 不要哭泣的脸让你再看见. 飞到过去回到爱你之前 ..

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 5:37 AM

Sunday, April 12

Back to square one

Dedicated to him,

Actually all along, we haven't been moving on. We're both at faults. I can sense that you're doing things to make me retreat and give up myself willingly. I caught your hint. You always wanted to be free, now you're already. What's your plan next ? We loved the correct person, just that we loved at a wrong timing.

Will you still feel cramp while sleeping at night, next to me ? Will I feel squeezed ? Will I still get hit in the middle of the night cluelessly ? Will I wake up to check whether your head is on the pillow ? Will you feel lonely during weekends ? Will your phone feel empty without my messages ? Will you miss my voice shouting at you ? Will you miss the image of me crying ? It's morning now, will I still get angry when I wake up seeing you on the bed while I'm being abandoned on the mattress ?

After we lost each other's presence forever, in the end, it's those small things you remember, little imperfections. That make everything perfect for us. Beautifully imperfect 4 months.

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 7:02 AM

Wednesday, April 8

♥

Happy Fourth Monthsary

Living my life so long, without knowing your existence. Then came a day we felt each others presence. I guessed what's meant to be will always find it's way, love creeps into hearts and decides to stay.

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I went off to Suntec City with Yiling this afternoon, lunch at Pastamania.

Shinjuku's Incident at Eng Wah. The show is awesome, especially those hands/arms chopping , throat slashing/stabbing. lols. Totally gruesome to the max, makes me feel like vomiting in the cinema. Hahaha.

Anyway, Aaron if you're reading this. I don't want your empty egg shell because i know your painting sucks. lol. I'll appreciate more if it's an kinder surprise egg. LOL

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 11:30 PM

Tuesday, April 7

Should or Shouldn't

Busy since Friday, didn't have the chance to use the computer as I'm most of the time outside. Life still the same so far. Happier ? Hahaha, lesser quarrels and misunderstandings. lol. Everyday practicing maths maths and maths. Big Big Snores man.

Mum's back with my dinner. lol.

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 6:55 PM

Thursday, April 2

Stay Close, Don't Go

I didn't slept for the whole of the day before yesterday. Then went on to meet Yiling at Outram Park in the afternoon. As planned, we travelled to Haw Par Villa feed mosquito. LOL! ok, it was my nice idea.

Vivo city after that, dine in at food replublic's Marcoroni. lol, then DAISO for all the 2 bucks shoppings. Home sweet home at around 9.30pm.

I had complete no idea why am I feeling this way, but I missed the good ol'days. I missed the old you. Time passes, things changes.

I'm feeling tired somehow, so off to my afternoon nap. Because Cheah's tuition at 5pm ..

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 1:24 PM

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