I wanted to know what your heart was thinking. What intentions did you have. How were you feeling. Are you feeling like what I'm now ? When you said those words, did you know that I was already in pain. Is that in a moment of anger, or was it words that were true from your heart ? I have no idea. Right now, I just don't wish to stay apart from you. I promised you to sleep. Yet, I'm here. I just kept on thinking over and over again, about what should I do. I know this would bring us real down. Although you seems to be cool and nice. Yet, I sensed that something is gonna be wrong sooner or later.
Yes, I 'm being way to paranoid these few days when I'm with you. I became very very sensitive and over-controling. I promised before that I'll give you the freedom, yet I'm still checking stuffs on you. Yes, I'm really really sorry about my weird behaviors.
I get insecure very easily. That's because I believe that I'm not the best out here, and that you can easily find a replacement. That's what I'm insecure about. I cannot be 24 hours by your side , inconsideration of our distance, how far apart. I wish for just one second that you would be me and feel what am I feeling right now.
