I'm drowning myself with emotional songs, thinking about all the situations, solutions. I have completely no idea what and how should I handle every single bits of it. Rewinded back to my entry on January 2nd, your promises on the 3rd and what happens on the 5th. Everything just don't click together. Your faces, your words and your tone.
All just pulling me back from where am I standing.
My head is bleeding aching, I feel so so breathless. Yes, this is no use. No matter how pathetic I'm feeling, you just didn't ever give a damn about it. I'm on the verge of killing myself yet you just kept on playing along.
I don't want to be cruel towards myself. Neither do I want to hurt those who cared about me. So, please give me a break. A break from all the forces that are pushing me right down.
POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 7:48 PM
