There's many things I realised after watching a korean drama scene.
1. How much pain a guy could bring to a girlYes. You will often be caught off guard by how much you love this person. And of course, how much trust you put in this relationship and how much the other party give you back with. The higher the hopes, the bigger the disappointment gets.
You loved him more than life. Yet he treated you, incomparable with shit. The worst of all is to only found out all the truth after the break up. I have been through the worst period of my life just few weeks ago. And I can feel the pain physically and metally. That pain was like needles piercing through your heart. And when you cried out loud, your bones feel soury, your head pumping hard.
2. How much a girl is willing to give up just for the person she loves, more than life
When she loves you, she will love every part of you. All your good and bad, she accepted it all. She knew you were lying. She knew that you treated this love as a game. She knew it all. But yet she still choose to stand by you and hope that you will realise and feel her love.
She just wanted you to be there, physically. It doesnt matter about the lies. No, this is so wrong. Love shouldn't suppose to turn out this way. Due to the pain, you cry when you close your eyes. All the lies start flashing by pass your mind, this makes you feel like ending everything.
3. You thinking that by ending life, you can punish and haunt him for the whole life time. But no, it won't.
Even if it will, perhaps an hour or two. After that short hours, he will be back to a playboy again. Yeap, he will. Do you even think he will live his life in the shadow of yours ? Slap yourself back to reality and stop all the dreamings
POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 11:50 PM
