I just cannot believe everything that is happening to me right now, at this moment. It's like I have trusted the wrong guy for 5 months, god dammit. I don't know which sides is the truth. But all the evidence is so so sooooooo against you.
Comparing with all that I've heard. And things that you did for me. I just can't put them next to each other. It's so irony, so different. I can't stop thinking about how you always hug me when I am crying over you, how you bought me lunch from school back to home, how you took care of me when I'm unwell. It all just don't patch together you see.
I want you to explain, to tell me it's not true. To tell me the "sounds real" explanation. Not showing me all the loopholes, you'd know. You don't even fight for yourself, you only brush me off with a simple " if you don't believe, there's nothing I could do about it " What the hell! Why are you treating me like this. Now, it seems to me that all was a lie and this was a game.
I've been telling myself. Hey, the world is rotating everyday. So why stuck in the past ? Just fucking move on with your god damn life. You're not the only one going through this, so stop acting like one pitiful bitch. He's not gonna turn back and tell you he regretted about all he had done in the past ? So stop having stupid and unrealistic dreams about it! You seriously need a slap back to reality.
Some Overdue Photos
POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 11:30 PM
