All the lies are starting to make known to me, one by one, a little by little. No matter how many big deep breaths I made, my heart will still feel the pain. It is that kind of pain that even my bones can feel it. I haven't been closing my eyes for the second day, all i see was just all the scenes, those lies.
Why did you have to treat me like this ? Why are you over there enjoying but I'm here, infront of the computer. Shedding slient tears. What have I done to deserve this ?
You hide behind your stories, You look into my eyes and pretend all you want. You look so innocent. How does it feels when you kiss and you know that I trusted you ? You weren't me, you will never know how despair can this feel, you will never know how long this feelings take to fade. I thought your lies was just an act of playfulness. No, it wasn't anymore ever since last night. You're just desperate for a playmate all along, just desperate.
POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 1:38 AM
