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Sunday, November 30

Against the sexiest

There's many things I realised after watching a korean drama scene.

1. How much pain a guy could bring to a girl

Yes. You will often be caught off guard by how much you love this person. And of course, how much trust you put in this relationship and how much the other party give you back with. The higher the hopes, the bigger the disappointment gets.

You loved him more than life. Yet he treated you, incomparable with shit. The worst of all is to only found out all the truth after the break up. I have been through the worst period of my life just few weeks ago. And I can feel the pain physically and metally. That pain was like needles piercing through your heart. And when you cried out loud, your bones feel soury, your head pumping hard.

2. How much a girl is willing to give up just for the person she loves, more than life

When she loves you, she will love every part of you. All your good and bad, she accepted it all. She knew you were lying. She knew that you treated this love as a game. She knew it all. But yet she still choose to stand by you and hope that you will realise and feel her love.

She just wanted you to be there, physically. It doesnt matter about the lies. No, this is so wrong. Love shouldn't suppose to turn out this way. Due to the pain, you cry when you close your eyes. All the lies start flashing by pass your mind, this makes you feel like ending everything.

3. You thinking that by ending life, you can punish and haunt him for the whole life time. But no, it won't.

Even if it will, perhaps an hour or two. After that short hours, he will be back to a playboy again. Yeap, he will. Do you even think he will live his life in the shadow of yours ? Slap yourself back to reality and stop all the dreamings

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 11:50 PM

Saturday, November 29

Family Day

It's been long long time ever since I stayed home for whole day and finally eating dinner with my ancient relics.

And yes, I woke up from bed today at about 4pm and went out at about 6pm for dinner at Old Kallang Airport with them. Steamboat for dinner and many other stuff. I swear I was damn full.

Parkway Parade for shopping around with Momma and Brother. I am feeling so lethargic now. I want to meet up with my friends yo! Hahaha, missing them like A-B-C

( Missing l-o-v-e )

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 11:54 PM

Thursday, November 27

Strikes Back

I'm always been hanging around with Joanne these few days. Can't wait for YiLing's Chalet when 4A cliques bomb that area once more.

Joanne came over to my house this morning while I happily dilly-dallied preparing. Yea, we managed to scam someone and it turned out pretty successful. So, we hit Marc's home until about 6pm. When I started my journey to Bugis with my Momma.

Bus home with Mom, changed into more comfortable clothes and off down to Parkway with Joanne and company again.

P.S/ I NEED A JOB.

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 11:59 PM

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wilson: LOL not bad ar..one time reply all..so freee ar..one day go east coast ba
{♥} Audrey : I'm always hanging around at East Coast!

mcjing: haha! u very sensible meh? lol.
{♥} Audrey : Even more sensible than you! hahaha

Dorothy: Sorry dear girl (:
{♥} Audrey : you shouldn't be the one saying sorry

hannah: Audrey, time heals everything thats wht you often heard. well, as afriend, nomatter wht jsut rmb you had soo many friends by you still. (;
{♥} Audrey : Yeah, no worries. I'll stand strong and curse that guy with my remaining life. hahaha. I'm so evil!

wilson: LOL..sian y rong lol..haahaa y rong LOL
{♥} Audrey : don't say laaaaaa! I beg you man.

passerby: erm..how u do this blogskin?need to install sth rite ?
{♥} Audrey : no, this codes aren't originated by me. I just did some edits to it.

passerby: i think you should cut your hair a lil, it's getting messy.
{♥} Audrey : I thought of it too. But I've no idea what style to trim. Any suggestions ?

DEW: hi buddy (:
{♥} Audrey : I remembered "DEW" hahaha.

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 11:31 PM

Tuesday, November 25

My feet hurts

Wooooo, I meet up with my prettaye Joanne again. Together with Andy, Russell and Marc! No, I met YiLing first and saw Lovell and co. at Parkway Parade. Heheh! Something wrong with my phone this morning man. It's switched on yet everybody said they can't get through me. Oh whatever.

Late lunch with YiLing then walk around at Parkway Borders. YiLing went off so I slacked with Andy and Russell while waiting for my Joanne and Marc. -Ahem- Heheh! Walked around before I left Joanne and went to Katong to join Lovell and Company. We decided to go East Coast Park, since Melvin was there having some BBQ with his tuition friends. And I mutharfcuking stepped on muddy grass. And, I'm wearing shoes for god dammit.

Dine @ Macdonalds, when we saw Francis. ( I think I scared him away laaaaa )

And this guy above pissed me off at Macdonalds!
L-O-L

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 11:59 PM

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Wilson: sry.but pls be strong.cheer up
{♥} Audrey : it's not your fault

SHIRLEY ♥: dnt think too much lers yahs. cheer up (:
{♥} Audrey : yeah, I'm trying my best to shake it off.

eDdyyy: hello fat pig
{♥} Audrey : Pot calling the kettle black

LE: YO BUDDY
{♥} Audrey : yooooo buddy!

mcjing: hey there audrey! i will support u in what ever ways i can.
{♥} Audrey : heheh! Thanks.

AngelaNeo: Hii augreyyy! See you soon keh. Relink-ed anyways(: . T'cares, luvs.
{♥} Audrey : Haha! See you soon too!

eunice: cheer up, dont think too much le wors, anything can tell mi or dor & come sk more often.
{♥} Audrey : yeah, i think I'll drop by there sometime this week.

Sinyi: Rmb the face I drew for you , Hah .
{♥} Audrey : so ugly, I still think the second one best uh.

Lydia: Yeah time heals!
{♥} Audrey : haha. agree, meet up soon soon ok!

wilson: si rong rong...roar..gong rong lah euu hahaha
{♥} Audrey : it's kong long laaaaa. heheh! crazy one you.

ahben: relinked le hor
{♥} Audrey : haha! thanks!

Aaron: You won't know, how tough the job is.
{♥} Audrey : yah right aaron, stop making me laugh.

wilson: LOL..hahaha simi da sao..your da sao u also see before..hahah jaclyn haha
{♥} Audrey : I always see you as my brother man! haha. Oh, I think I know who .

mcjing: zhu zhu zhu is slpin. zzzz. =P
{♥} Audrey : what zhu what zhu. sleeping is good for health cannnnnnn!

mcjing: miss u! n ur nonsence!
{♥} Audrey : what nonsence, I'm always doing sensical stuffs ok!

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 1:00 PM

Monday, November 24

Every moment

Back to blogging, as you can see. I meet up with Joanne again at Parkway Parade with Andy and company.

The usual company. Lovell, Alicia, Melvin, Dunping, Junle came over to Parkway Parade for job hunting. Here comes the funniest part, when we were all stoning thinking of what kind of jobs we would like to take up. My mother text me one number which she says it's 77th street head office contact number. Then Alicia called, and my mother answered. DANGZXZXZXZX my mom gave me her office number! I can laugh my ass off la seriously.

I freaking hate to take photos with my Nokia N76.

I wonder why everybody is sooooooo into DOTA. I mean seriously, imagine this Earth without DOTA. I believe all the guys will be dead by now. To me, dota is always a boy / guy friend snatcher. Thats what I believed ever since I was 14 years of age.

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 11:58 PM

Sunday, November 23

Define F-L-I-R-T-S

I slept the whole afternoon away and woke up at around 4 and ate my "breakfast". Heheh! Off to meet my sunshine, Joanne at Parkway Parade around 7 plus. And yeap, slacked. And I have a nice chit-chat with Joanne about F-L-I-R-T-S and G-U-Y-S. Pretty interesting topic ey! we both can't stand some kind of girls, throwing our faces around that behaves like a mutharfucking bytch! Boyfriend snatchers is a very very good example. - wink wink -

We decided to go have a game of pool upstairs. Haha, I won the first match without being tyco yo! Professional Audrey. Kim came after her work, so they had a game of 9 ball. Slack awhile at Macdonalds, before we all went home sweet home.

Joanne was out with Andy and company now. And she's texting with me about something. Heh!

P.S/ Joanne, let's be hardcore lesbians.

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 11:59 PM

Saturday, November 22

Thrown memories

I wanted to sleep in late today. And stupid Lovell called to wake me up!

Well, so I prepared and bus to Suntec. Meet up with Lovell first and accompany him for his job interview. Raffles City with the rest of the cliques later on when Yiling came to join us around 5pm.

Walked back to Suntec and I am so hungry. So Yiling join me at the basement for dinner while the rest went to Carrefour.

I bump into Aaron while eating, so he joined us for dinner. That idiot, enjoying lazing around and collect money! ( don't know is who help him with his job application form lor, without it. Will have income meh !? )

Done with dinner, off to meet the rest and went to the Arcade. I always don't enjoy arcade but I enjoy seeing people playing arcade. I know it sounds hiliarious.

Others stayed at the arcade while Valerie and me went on shopping with Alicia and Melvin. Finally, people are feeling hungry.

So they went to dine in at a Chinese Cafe. Melvin shared a plate of " Jiao Zi " with me before he went off for dinner with his parents.

So I flooded myself with PSP.

( i wonder why he always sneaks behind me )

yada yada yada, we cam-whore.

Walked to Singapore Flyer and came Home. I know photos quality sucks but no choice, bear with it until my mum decides to shower me with PINK DIGITAL CAMERA. Then I shall bring it out everyday and snap snap snap.

( this is something very unglam to show )

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 11:59 PM

Friday, November 21

What's the goal now

Hello, back to L-YRA after a whole night out.

It's the cliques outing again yesterday afternoon. We all went riding at East Caost Park to Melvin's Chalet. It's actually near Tanah Merah, but somehow it's linked with East Caost Park route. There was really really like a bungalow more than a Chalet. Well however, Thank's Melvin for the treats!

And, I pity my leg muscles alot, seriously. It's suffering right now! Because of the intensive pedaling, arghs! So we were at the chalet when I was napping around on the table and my hands got numb and cold. So when I open my eyes, the sun was out. They dropped me around Lagoon when I hopped into a cab home while they continue the intensive pedaling back to bedok. Awwww, somehow I feel blessed living around East Coast Park!

Home, breakfast with Mama before she head to work. It's 10am now, I'm still here punching the keyboard. So, it's time for me to turn in now.
Au revoir readers!

-Audrey enjoying time in lalaland-

Yeah, it's 4.13am now. I am done with my beauty sleep for more than 12 hours! And guess what, my monthly bloody bitch making me feeling damn uncomfortable so I just sleep all the way so I don't feel the uncomfortable-ness. Heh! Clever Audrey.

Okay, I hereby wanna sincerely apologise to Eddy.

That I'm reallyyyyyyy sorry for putting him aeroplane earlier this evening for dinner at clarke quey! Because I was sleeping and enjoying my time in lalaland that nothing could wake me up. So -wink wink- I didn't realise my cellphone rang. Don't blame me anymore lurhzxzxzxz, I also want eat nice dinner you know. But .. Hahas!

P.S/ I know everybody is concerned over me, much much appreciated. I just need time.

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 9:45 AM

Thursday, November 20

Over a million times

All the lies are starting to make known to me, one by one, a little by little. No matter how many big deep breaths I made, my heart will still feel the pain. It is that kind of pain that even my bones can feel it. I haven't been closing my eyes for the second day, all i see was just all the scenes, those lies.

Why did you have to treat me like this ? Why are you over there enjoying but I'm here, infront of the computer. Shedding slient tears. What have I done to deserve this ?

You hide behind your stories, You look into my eyes and pretend all you want. You look so innocent. How does it feels when you kiss and you know that I trusted you ? You weren't me, you will never know how despair can this feel, you will never know how long this feelings take to fade. I thought your lies was just an act of playfulness. No, it wasn't anymore ever since last night. You're just desperate for a playmate all along, just desperate.

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 1:38 AM

Wednesday, November 19

Happy 14th Birthday

AhhKennnnnnn ahhhhhh, happppyyyy birthddayyyy yoooooooo!

( I'll be back)

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 2:02 AM

Monday, November 17

You're the suckiest

This really sucks to the core ok.

I am here, feeling depressed over the break up and then. There ( fill in the blanks ) goes, asking for intro's' from girls at tagged.com. Oh my goodness, suck the core man this guy. Why on earth did i waste my time with him for 5 fucking months. Yeah, now I know that all was the truth. You just love for the sake of loving, just being together for the sake of your god damn boredness.

I can't believe that ( fill in the blanks ) is sucha person! No feelings, no nothing. He is cold blooded, he is rubbing away memories like pencil and eraser. Thats mutharfucking disappointing. Yeah, I am the one who asked for the break up. Thats because, you're not serious in this relationship at all which you act like you did. How hypocrite is that ? All you said were lies, lies and lies. All you did was acting acting and acting. You are really a very very sucky person for god dammit.

I don't care if I sounds unreasonable in the entry or whatever. My blood is boiling at the max point now.

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 1:32 PM

Sunday, November 16

Madagascar

Yeap, so 12 of us hit town this afternoon for a evening movie, Madagascar 2.

( worth 10 bucks ? Hell no! )

Town was so bored, just walking and walking around. Something even sad had happen during my lunch/dinner at Cineleisure. Lovell and Yiling was caught for the shit they shan't be possessing, wasted!

So, we headed back to Bedok 511 for supper. Barbeque Stingray and Sotong!

While Cam-whoring, almost started to settle down for some card games. Dangzxzxz. The Police came for screening. And when he saw my year of birth, he was like " Audrey, what time are you suppose to be home ? " Yeah, I know. I'm under 17 so I shan't be loitering around after 11pm sharp -.-"

( I shall end with this )

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 11:59 PM

Friday, November 14

Split Personality

I just cannot believe everything that is happening to me right now, at this moment. It's like I have trusted the wrong guy for 5 months, god dammit. I don't know which sides is the truth. But all the evidence is so so sooooooo against you.

Comparing with all that I've heard. And things that you did for me. I just can't put them next to each other. It's so irony, so different. I can't stop thinking about how you always hug me when I am crying over you, how you bought me lunch from school back to home, how you took care of me when I'm unwell. It all just don't patch together you see.

I want you to explain, to tell me it's not true. To tell me the "sounds real" explanation. Not showing me all the loopholes, you'd know. You don't even fight for yourself, you only brush me off with a simple " if you don't believe, there's nothing I could do about it " What the hell! Why are you treating me like this. Now, it seems to me that all was a lie and this was a game.

I've been telling myself. Hey, the world is rotating everyday. So why stuck in the past ? Just fucking move on with your god damn life. You're not the only one going through this, so stop acting like one pitiful bitch. He's not gonna turn back and tell you he regretted about all he had done in the past ? So stop having stupid and unrealistic dreams about it! You seriously need a slap back to reality.

Some Overdue Photos

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 11:30 PM

Thursday, November 13

Spell Love

I slept for the whole afternoon and feeling lethargic and hungry now!

Those usual friends were all at Sentosa today. It's been long long time ever since I last visited sentosa. And I really really want to go there and have fun. But I seriously hate the feeling of being tan. Yeap, so I missed out all the fun! Dangzxzxzxz

Hit downtown last night with Lydia for Hannah's Birthday Chalet. Yeap so, A BIG BIG HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HANNAH! Lydia has to go home, so I called Choon Rong here to entertain me ?

Haha! And we don't feel entertained at all ok. Walked around Ehub and saw some Pro Bowling and Noob Bowling. Ok, I don't usually bowl. And I'm considered as a noob bowling. I don't even know what's the god damn correct posture. But at least, I don't get the ball into the drain for all the turns. Yeap, so yesterday there was one group of 3 boys. From the start to the end, ALL INTO THE DRAIN. Can you believe it ?!

So we were roaming around when someone kind took us in! So we were talking until 5am and I happily catch the first bus home. And the bus driver, damn damn fuck up. It's jerking until my head moving left and right vigorously. So, I finally reached home at around 7.15am.

( Any jobs availiable for a poor waiting-for-results-student ? )
我会试着放下往事管它过去有多美

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 5:21 PM

Tuesday, November 11

Sleepy mode

I am extremely happy right now. O'levels officially end today, weeee!

And I finally meet up with Eddy and JiaAn. It's been damn damn long since I last saw JiaAn. Went home change after exam then went to Eddy's house and played with his dog. Heh! I have no idea what he fed his dog man, so damn hyper. After which we went Compass Point with JiaAn and friend. Home at 4 pm plus.

Remember about the top 10 things I will do after O'levels?
it is left with just 9
~~Spent more time with my love~~
Burn my books away
~~Highlight my asian black hair~~
Hit the town
Movie marathons
Singing sessions
Party
Sentosa
Overseas Trip
Work and earn more allowance

I'm into damn sleepy mode the whole of today, I have no idea why!
Goodnight Humans

P.S/ anyone interested in night outing tomorrow with me at Downtown East ? Call me.

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 11:38 PM

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