As usual, I am back to flooding myself with emotional songs and lyrics.
I've been trying very very hard to accept situations the way they are. No doubt, it is torturing. Yet, I believe it will soon be over as long as I try to see things differently. I've been keeping myself way too occupied. Unfortunately, the things I do only keep my hands busy. My mind definitely had too much free time that it sooner or later get out of control.
Yes, my pride is taking over me.
I pretend not to feel concern yet, from the bottom, I do.
Best time for answers might be when we cry. People might say they dont pray yet they still hope. No matter how broken it is, I'd never plan on giving up. I already given my best, it's now all up to you.
POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 2:00 AM
