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Sunday, September 28

Downfalls

As usual, I am back to flooding myself with emotional songs and lyrics.

I've been trying very very hard to accept situations the way they are. No doubt, it is torturing. Yet, I believe it will soon be over as long as I try to see things differently. I've been keeping myself way too occupied. Unfortunately, the things I do only keep my hands busy. My mind definitely had too much free time that it sooner or later get out of control.

Yes, my pride is taking over me.
I pretend not to feel concern yet, from the bottom, I do.

Best time for answers might be when we cry. People might say they dont pray yet they still hope. No matter how broken it is, I'd never plan on giving up. I already given my best, it's now all up to you.

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 2:00 AM

Monday, September 22

I'm back

Hey yo, it's been long long time ever since I have blog. Didn't have the chance to even touch the computer. Hahas. ok, I only remembered what happened on Saturday.

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY TINGWEI

yep, on Saturday. Meet Yiling and company at Parkway Parade in the late evening. Shopped for Tingwei's birthday presents before we walked to East Coast Park for BBQ. Managed to catch up alot with Cassandra under the shelter. It's been long long time ever since we light the sticks and chat about almost everything.

( Shane's being way tooooooo step cute )

Love came at around midnight while Tingwei and company headed back to Bedok. Slack around with Love till 3am plus because I was toooooo tired. Hahas.

HAPPY 4th MONTHSARY

On the 21st, which was yesterday. Mark the fourth month I'm with Love. It didn't turn out nice but still, it ended with a little happy ending. Boy, just please remember to sleep well, don't tire yourself out. There's still plenty of time for you to search for a way to Kallang Leisure Park.

I'm blogging this late post. Yet, I'm really happy about the surprise you gave me today. Being a nice boyfriend, you came over to my campus just to collect the letter box keys from me. And check if the letters are here. You can jolly well go home and rest, but you didn't. You waited until 2pm outside my campus and fetch me home for lunch. Much appreciated my love.

One day, our love shall prove everyone wrong. No more objections.
Lastly, I love you.

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 8:05 PM

Thursday, September 18

Drowned

Once again, I officially flunked all my subjects. Lower than a " just passed " grade. Thats sad, really sad. Combine Science was the most disappointing one, I flunked all my formulas. Humanities was somewhat expected -.-" Principles Of Accounts is the best part, 9.5 upon a 100 marks.

Okay, blog about life.
My life now can only be described with one word, b-o-r-i-n-g
Love came over to my house yesterday around evening time and stayed with me until this morning. Hahaha. Yes, I admit I am selfish. I made him rest alone on the computer chair while I am snoring away on the cosy bed. It's because he wasn't able to sleep, I ain't that torturous. However, when I woke up this morning from my cosy little nest. I saw love sleeping on that hard and cold floor. It's freaking heart pain though. Hahas.

I can't wait for the weekends to arrive! Muhahahas.

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 10:32 PM

Saturday, September 13

Mid-Autumn Festival Eve

Back to Don't Breathe,

Love was at my place at about 11am. I dragged myself out of bed and made some jelly pudding for him as planned. KFC delivery for lunch with love, yummy yummy. Advertisment on television was super seducing yo!

Went to Reservoir for some mini festive mood. Since tomorrow is Mid Autumn. Had fun with those sparks and candles and of course last but not least, lanterns. Hahas, sort of destroyed part of the jetty. Cabbed home at 12am, I'm sucha homely girl nowadays. Hahas. At least, I managed to save about two-third of my allowence this week. -wink wink-

Had loads of fun with these bunch of small kiddos and young punk. Been long long time since I last met up with Dorothy, nice dinner this evening too. Thanks to -the one- who brought those sparks and candles. We had a great time tonight.

I'm gonna be home alone tomorrow since mum and dad gonna drive up to Malaysia for some funeral, Brother's working. Luckily love dote on me, so he is gonna accompany me at home tomorrow yo!

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 11:59 PM

Friday, September 12

Nothing more than this

I felt so much better today. Since I have decided not to brood over it anymore, I've made a wise decision. The plans for fishing didn't turn out well, those small dudes went catching small fishes instead. Well, being at the reservoir makes my skin feel irritated.

A last minute decision, I cabbed down to his house without telling him.
I told him that I was beneath his block. lol, for a moment he thought I was lying.

Anyway, I love those hugs from you this evening while I was asleep.
thank you my dear.

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 11:51 PM

Thursday, September 11

Exhausted

I think I'm back with drowning myself with one whole loads of emotional songs. Life's being saddistic for me. Today and last night.

Suppressing all my fears.
My heart did all the pumping faster than it supposed to.
I feel the rush through my veins aggressively.

I can't find the best vocabulary to describe my feelings now.
sad/hurt/disappointed/angry/hopeless

P.S/ tmr mark the day, officially end of nightmare prelims. School ends at 9am. Someone? slack with me ?

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 10:59 PM

Wednesday, September 10

Stressed-Out

fine, I'm having terrible headaches due to those shuffle videos and songs.
So, I'm currently having serious moodswings.

With compliments,
To my love. Thanks for the mooncakes and the wonderful lunch this afternoon

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 11:15 PM

Monday, September 8

End Of Holidays

caption : A photo of Yiling & myself around Febuary'08

Today is the start of another new term. Yeap, and I got over with my Mathematics Paper 2 and History Paper. I haven't studied any of them yet at all during the september holidays. And well, I got pretty stressed up while scribbling answers on the answer sheets. -.-"

I miss my love, and feeling-so-like hugging him right now.
It's been a long time ever since we spent time alone outside, almost everyday is a family day.
Thats damn sad.

A few days back, I was hanging around with Yiling at town. And he caught me with the possession of some holy shit that I shouldn't be keeping, especially given my age of only 16 years on earth. He confiscated that pack of menthol and leave me without a single stick. Beat that, it's the first experience.

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 4:24 PM

Saturday, September 6

Silent Night

I'm practically bored with my whole life. Everybody is getting on with their own business, which means. Little spare time for us to get together now. Everything is getting even colder and further apart.

Blogging in the middle of the night, while Baby is out with his friends. Hmmms, there's nothing for me to do yeah. Too lazy to revise over some work. No phone calls or messages.

P.S/ how i wished baby was here, with me.

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 1:25 AM

Wednesday, September 3

Phobia

Well, back to Don't Breathe once again,

Love came over to my place this morning after his lessons and practically woke me up from my sleep. Then he fell asleep on my bed ! Hahas. Leaving me gaming with my PS2. Slacked around until 3 in the afternoon. Then I started to get ready, off to Tampines Mall to meet up with Lydia.

Watched 4bia at Golden Village with her. Yeah, just the 2 of us.

I'm planning to give Love some surprise tomorrow, haha!

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 11:36 PM

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