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Monday, June 30

MoodSwings

I went out with my girl like finally, yesterday ? Hahs! Missing her like hella.

I was with love yesterday too. Speechless, I find myself contradicting my own wishes. Giving him my fullest support about an extra fish around his back. I just don't understand the link between dragons and fishes!

At this moment, I'm drowning myself in sadness. It seems like there is no way out. Voiceless screaming, calling out to me, inside of my heart, knocking on my soul's door. Pain of the past still hurts me deep inside. I know I'm moodswinging, I knew it.

If you'd ever chance upon this my love,
You might think I have not been trusting you enough. The hurt from my past is leading me this way. It's hard for me to trust anyone fully yet, things may change negatively. I can't control myself from falling too deep like I had already did. Don't tell me you love me yet leaving me alone in the end. Don't bring me up and throw me right down to the bottom. My heart died once, and you revived it. Don't let it die off again.

Baby, think of the present and future. Before you call and tell me you love me.

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 5:35 PM

Sunday, June 29

Notice

EVERYONE INVITED

As you could see, those highlighted dates are what I'm so looking forward to now! Guess what ? I'll celebrating my 16th Birthday over at Downtown East Chalet and you guys shall be invited to countdown with me on the 12th.

If you guys really love me soooooo muchhhhhh, you're also welcome to join me for 3 fucking days there and rock the whole area down. Get your friend / girlboyFriends to tag along with you if you wish to because I can't spilt myself and keep everyone entertained!

I know some high-sters wanna drink but alcohol is not a promise! ( but I'll try my best to bring some fucking alcoholic drinks ) You can sponsor me if you want to ?

I'm too lazy to inform every single one of you, sorry if I didn't invite you personally. As I've said, everyone is invited and welcomed. Contact me via MSN if you're going!

P.S/ I will be very happy to see everyone I know there. Even if you are not-that-close relation with me. Beat That!

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 2:55 AM

Wednesday, June 25

Truth

I'll not let all this shit to bring me down, once again

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First day of school, never that marvelous. I just feel totally lethargic. Changed of timetable, as well as the english teacher. Beat that, I'm so used to Mdm Rogayah's teaching and they fucking switched me to some bitchy classes. There goes my english as well, I completely lost hope after attending that first lesson of hers.

I went to look for love after lessons yesterday, and then I realised. My LV keypouch disappeared and there goes my ezlink card. Thats one fucking hardcore thing to lose during a bus trip that morning to school. But well, Thankfully. Some idiot picked that up, took my ezlink ( he took my ezlink without taking my cash -.-" ) and surrender that keypouch to Pasir Ris Interchange. So, I went there with Love to collect it today.

I had another serious quarrel with my family once again. This time, is even hardcore than those in the past. Life gonna be damn damn difficult for me from now on, god dammit.

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 11:00 PM

Saturday, June 21

First

Happy 1st Monthsary

What if I told you it was meant to be ? It's almost that feeling that we have met before.

For a moment like this, some people have searched forever. For that one special kiss, that I can't believe it's happening to me. Some people waited for a lifetime. Well, I may be dreaming.

Can we make the dream last forever ? And I'll cherish all the love we shared.

Darrell Q.J.J , I LOVE YOU

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I spend my Thursday night talking on the cellphone with love till 3 in the morning. And eventually fell asleep. He's missing me way too much that he bomb me awake at close 6am for Macdonald's Breakfast. Arrived @ his place about 8am and saw him fixing his chio chio bike. -.-"

Although it's very shaking. Fortunately we arrived safely at Tampines Mall Macdonalds, together with Wilson and his girl. And his engine is fucking noisy to the max but can't be compared to Wilson's. His is enough to burst my eardrums.

After breakfast, we went home for a little while. Before I went to meet my ancient relics at Mall for some buffet lunch. I wanna shop like a crazy woman. Since Mum is there for some expensive shoppings. But god damn it, my contact lens giving me some problem. Hurting my eyes like hell, and then goes my nose. I feel like an drug addict, sniffing every moment. -.-" no chioce, we head home after a short while of shopping @ Bugis.

Went to East Coast Park at close to mid night with love. Met up with Wilson and his girl to slack around. And I fucking hurt my toe because I wanna try riding love's bike. -.-" I swear it's damn damn murtharfucking heavy. My toe is so painful now! ( baby, suck my toe pleaseeeeee ) Waited till 4 plus when love's friends came with 3 damn damn noisy bike. Tried fixing love's bike chain, it was fine at first but the chain let off in the middle and love's driving at full speed. Shocking moment yo. Well, his friend pulled him until Simei. Tried fixing again @ Wilson's house, but failed. Totally give up man. Breakfast with love and his friends at 419. Before we cabbed back to my place at around 6 in the morning.

sianzxzxzxz, I'm working tomorrow. School's on Monday.

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 11:14 PM

Thursday, June 19

29th Day

I lose myself, as time goes by. I lose my sense of wrong and right. I just wanna crawl onto my bed, and throw the fucking life I used to led. I'm torn apart.

I'm feeling too lethargic after sleepless night the day before. 8 god damn hours of working, hardcore. Well, at least I rewarded myself through shopping around town with my usuals this afternoon after my work.

Boyfriend went late night outing with his friends, making me feel rather empty. Although he is only 8 numbers away from me. But well, I Fucking Miss Him.

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 10:50 PM

Tuesday, June 17

Life, with you by my side

We have been together close to a month. Almost every single day, I'd get to see your face. Despite of all the misunderstandings and arguements we had. I proudly say that I could feel the love that you are giving me.

My love came over to dine with me over at my Grandma's home before coming to sleepover at my place. And finally completed his artwork randomly at the back of my stack of writing paper. Well, it looks pretty cool. So I think I should post this up.

(Guess how much ink he used from my markers ? lol)

Remember I Love You

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 11:59 PM

Saturday, June 14

Shithead Spammers

I ain't scared of lawyers and police you shitto. How irony, a spammer talking about justice ? Police ? Lawyers ? Spam more. Because your tags are making me laugh!

Could you just fucking find my contact number and punch it in your cellphone, dial and say whatever you want to me ? -.- get a fucking life arseholes

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 11:58 PM

Friday, June 13

Late Night Out

I'm having too many late night outings with my love nowadays.

It's Thursday afew days back, I went for work early in the morning. Scalded my hands with steams and boiling hot splashing water out of nowhere from that mutharfucking machine, beat that. Went home from work, slept for awhile until Dearest ring me up for dinner at Parkway with Wilson and his girl. Dine in @ PastaMania. Went for Billard after that. Too late, no more any buses for him to head home ey. So, sleepover around at my place.

We both wokeup at around 1 in the afternoon, bathe and slack for awhile because we can't decide what should we do. -.-" WeiJie called, he was around my area. So, I invited him up for awhile before I chased him outta my home. Bus back home to my love place since he wanted to change his clothes. Then we back back to East Coast Park for my Primary School Gathering. ( sounds stupid, we were here, then to tampines, then we came back. And guess what ? ) His Aunt came to fetch us from East Coast for Movies at Tampines Mall. ( we went back to Tampines -.-" )

We caught The Happening. Marvelous movie! Thumbs up for it!

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 11:45 PM

Wednesday, June 11

Happy Birthday

It's my dearest boy birthday today.

Well, practically meant to be a surprise. But somehow, he managed to know that I would appear right before him at 12 midnight yesterday. -.-"

Celebrate with his friends at his home void deck before we cabbed to Safra. It's closed, so we cabbed down to Grandlink instead for pool and number ball. Played till 2.30am then we went hunting for food. Ended up eating dou jiang you tiao at Geylang.

Cabbed back to tampines with my love and Brandon. Watched Ghost Train on the internet but I fell asleep halfway through. Haven't been sleeping these few days. So I slept until 5 plus this afternoon. Mummy came to pick me up for dinner at 7pm. This wasn't a very pleasant dinner. Food wasn't nice at all. Well, better than nothing to munch yeah.

I'm working tomorrow, super sianzxzxzxz.
But the thought of Darling coming over my place for dinner makes me feel alive!

I shall end this with,
Dearest, Happy 17th!

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 10:37 PM

Monday, June 9

Girls Day Out

I finally hit the town with my girl today at bugis,

the heat and the crowd at street is somewhat killing me. Especially after some kind of heavy lunch at PastaMania. Makes us feeling even more unwell. So, we chilled at StarBucks.

Dine in with my parents at some foodcourt near sim lim. I have cravings for meat. So well, western food once again. Taste weird though, really weird !

We shouldn't haven even went there for dinner. I just dont like the atmosphere there, you see. Well, came home after some grocery shoppings from Sheng Siong. Bought my darling's meat for his anti-MSG porridge that I'm cooking for him tomorrow. I seriously don't know what have got into him ey, just hope he won't fall ill on his birthday.

I don't know why am I so energetic now, I didnt sleep at all. I was on the phone with my love for the whole of last night. And he came to look me up over at my area this morning for Macdonald's breakfast. I went home and slept for 3 pathetic hours and went off to town. Weird yo!

Lastly, I know my boy would read this. So I have 3 words for him.
GO AND SLEEP

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 11:51 PM

Sunday, June 8

Just you

Nothing Seems Impossible With You By My Side

D . Q . J . J
Hugs And Kisses

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 2:38 AM

Friday, June 6

Love Professor

I haven't found a day at home yet, to sleep for as long as I want to.

I gave school a miss today, since I feel so so weak this morning in bed. I know it's wrong for me to keep treating a school like a hotel. Checking in and out as I like. Yet, it's hard for me to kick this habit away. Especially Holidays Supplementary Classes.

If you chance upon this post, which I know you would. I shall keep the whole paragraph a summarised one.

Love, despite of all the quarrels. I will never ever suggest a breakup with you. And of course I hope you share the same sentiments. Most importantly, I love you more than anything and anybody elses does. Missing you like there is no tomorrow, my dear

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 11:23 PM

Thursday, June 5

Cam - whore

I went to look for my love this morning at around 11.30am after my dismissal. Nice boyfriend of mine load Cloverfield for me on his laptop yeah.

I don't really understand this story because it's rather confusing. They used normal video camera to shoot the whole video. So it's shaking everywhere. -.-" nice movie afterall. My boy told me I would vomit after I watch this. But it don't seems like it. Instead, I'm laughing at certain scenes. Hah!

I was bugging him for mum-muming since I'm so damn hungry. Well, his friend said that he would be joining us for lunch. But something went wrong with his bike. So, it's delayed. While waiting, I cam-whored with my love. lol

I wonder why he give me this kind of gangster face

In the end, we lunch by ourselves at 419. Went back to his home and I straight fell asleep. I'm feeling so damn lethargic these few days. 24 hours of sleep won't even satisfy me. Well, his friend managed to unlock his bike finally at night so, I went down with my love to have dinner with his friend.

Something happened, which I think I'm rather stupid to be angry over something like smoking. Let nature takes it course yeah.

I'm on the phone with my love now, he is super cute! And he is killing me slowly everyday. LOL

LOVE, DARRELL

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 11:55 PM

Wednesday, June 4

Feel the love

Afew days ago I went Tampines Safra with YiLing, Given and my love. For some pool session. Being a humble guy, my love told me he is a noob when it comes to pooling. LIAR !

And went for drinking around at the void-deck. It's damn bored yeah.

After sending YiLing into the cab, I walked to Tampines Polyclinic with my love and bus back home. hahas!

I went to meet my love at Bedok Inter on Tuesday and bus with him to his campus. Waited for him at the void deck near-by until he end. Lunch @ Bedok Inter Macs before we head home to his house. Watched Meet the Spartans with my love, fucking funny!

I idiotic-ly left my Ez-link Card with my love last night, so being a lovely boyfriend. He came to meet me at my school and went home with me. Cooked instant porridge for him, since that pig is complaining hungry. Went work and my love went home (:

He is bugging me to type faster, so I shall end here!

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 9:34 PM

Sunday, June 1

One Missed Call

I have been watching One Missed Calls' these few days,

I watched the Japanese Version Number 2 around at my boy's house, together with him. According to him, the first series was about some campus girl kind. Which is what YinJie told me to watch. I watched it halfway through only, I'd think I'm gonna complete it tomorrow or tonight ?

I went shopping at Hougang Point with my boy this afternoon. And he bought the American Version of One Missed Call. Well, same concept. Just that different ringing tone, rather boring too. Both of us think that the Japan Version is much more interesting. It's total waste of money yeah.

My mother is addicted to this recently and forced me to watch it together with her. Because she sits infront of the damn television for hours watching this. This is definately better than the First Series because more emotions can be seen in this. I'm halfway through, gonna end it by tonight. Up till now, this is rather satisfying.

I wonder what is my love doing over at his grandma house now ?

POSTED BY ☆ オードリーDREY @ 8:13 PM

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